Well, today I don’t have many classes to attend so it’s mean that I can go back to my dormitory as soon as possible and didn't touch the rain even a little. It’s always rain in Jogja lately, which is makes Kaliurang that already cold, colder. And it’s also make me and many students in Jogja feels always hungry. You know, it’s the end of month, and our pocket money is nearly gone. One thing that makes me keep going strong is that I realized that the beginning of the month is already in front of my eyes, and I can’t wait to keep living, surviving and continue my life to the next chapter.
I’d like to share some story that happened in this week. There’s a sad, and tiring moment. First is a sad moment that happened in this week, exactly is yesterday. I have a best friend, named Nurul Fajriah. She is my best friend since Senior High School in Jakarta. We spend lot of time together, sometimes we sleepover together even at my house or at her, we went to One Direction Concert in Jakarta ‘On the Road Again’ Tour, watch movies together, and many more. We know about each other so well, even I already assume her parents as also my parents too. As time goes by, you know, if there's "hi", there must be a "goodbye". 2 months later after we graduated, God separated us. I had to leave her and I went to Jogja to continue my study. I was worried about everything. I’m scared that I can’t have a best friend just like you, no one can make me laugh just like you, no one will understand me, I was scared. But you said everything is going to be okay and I will found another best friend soon. We're now 330 miles apart.
Her father was sick, he has stroke. As I told you before, I assume her parents as also like my parents too. Since the first day I moved to Jogja I don’t have a chance to visit her family. I only can met Nurul at Bintaro Exchange Mall, and planned to visit her house too. But then, until I came back to Jogja I still don’t have a chance to visit her house. Until yesterday, I keep thinking that I will meet her parents when I come back to Jakarta again which is in July. But God called him too early to visit His paradise, so it’s mean that I didn’t have a chance to meet him again. That’s why I feel so down lately, because I can’t visit her house and see his funeral.
     And the tiring moment is happened actually yesterday, it was LKID (Latihan Kepemimpinan Islam Dasar). It’s an event from my college, and all of the student must join this event. The event starts from 7am until 5pm lol tiring right? But I think it was quite fun though. Because the speaker was gave us lot of useful tips and trick how to be a good leader and manager, basic public speaking, and how to know yourself more. As you know on my last post, it was related to yesterday material that the speaker was saying at LKID. And it’s same as what in my opinion too lol. They said that no one is know yourself, but you. It’s only me, myself, and I who knows me best. Ok?

Expecting the world to be fair & kind with you bcs you're always fair & kind, is like expecting a lion not to eat you bcs you dont eat 'em
ps. i wrote this post honestly on 30th march. but i dont have enough time to upload this. that's why i wrote on the 1st paraghraph "end of the month" :)) 
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